|go fuck yourself. mean people suck.
||[Nov. 16th, 2004|07:49 pm]
|[||Oh, I feel..
|[||What's Rockin' Your Socks
|||||"red skies at dusk" a heartfelt goodbye||]|
so this is going to be depressing because it is for me. i don't understand why people are so mean. seriously, saying things about other people's insecurities is ridiculous. double you tee eff. i don't get it. like honestly, saying that i'm fat is just mean. i know i don't have a perfect body or what others think is perfect. you think i don't know, but why does it have to make you feel better putting me down. if you're so secure with yourself then why do you feel the need to put others down in such hurtful ways. i mean last night, i read something that someone said about me and i cried myself to sleep. do you know the last time i did that? okay well neither do i, but i do know it's been quite sometime. well, since this summer. not that long.. so anywho.. the hurt just takes over me. you know, you think you steel yourself to the world and what others think but then some one says or thinks of you.. but you never really do. deep down you still want to be accepted. maybe that's just me.. but.. whatever.. i just don't know about people anymore. it's things like this that make me question how much people really care about me or what they really think, because how can you ever really know for sure, i mean... whatever.. just know that it hurts.. don't call already self conscious people that they are fat.. it really hurts.. and yeah.. that's all for now. i love my true friends.